Changesi wanted you to know that I am always (changing) the same.
It's a funny thing when my words come to life.
I am not the same poet I was when I first joined dA, and I am not the same as I was even six months ago.
I don't want to write about blue-green-eyes anymore. The pain he gave me was beautiful, the poetry it inspired touched the people who read it.
I was glad to have my sadness appreciated.
But there's always time for moving on. Though lost love was my forte in writing, it just doesn't apply. And I don't want to bring up those feelings again, I don't want to wallow in them and sink myself into them deep enough to write another poem about him and his skin, his hair, his eyes...
I've put up walls.
Barriers, if you will, to the things that have hurt me.
I'm changing everything I ever was.
I know I've said that I would try to start being fearless before, or talked about moving on from my lost love, but this is more.
I am a different person now, with different beliefs, different values.
I am a blank canvas, an open book. I am open to new ideas now, and I take everything into consideration. The guilt and naivety that once held me back are no longer a part of me.
I am a chameleon, adapting to my surroundings.
I am a lizard, I am shedding my skin.
That's what my poetry will start reflecting soon.
I almost don't want to write, I almost don't want my words to show who I've become, because I'm not even sure of myself who that might be.
But my eyes are focused on the future.
I hope you enjoy this journey with me.
Longing
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Sum Ego unus huic universitas?
Ego sum a proeliator.
Sumo in a universitas , opes futurus unus.
Haud same alio partis similis specimen.
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As water reflects the face, so one's life reflects the heart."
i really like it personally, it reminded me of the way you write..
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I met this guy in LA two years ago, he actually lived in Delaware. We both have DA's and that person you linked me to is someone that either he knows or met on here, (because they talk all over his page) but I thought that was funny.
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As water reflects the face, so one's life reflects the heart."
sister Jenny. Who is this guy?
I just thought the poem thingy she wrote seemed
similar to your style, never thought it would lead to
anything like this..lmao! Whats this all about?
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Dont' worry, the only reason I mentioned the guy was because i recognized her username from comments. Just poetry comments, so don't freak out. This is his dA page [link]
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As water reflects the face, so one's life reflects the heart."
IS around your guy's age group, but a few years younger
and understanding what type of attraction you're capable of sending out to the male folk here, I know what type of guys they could be ect.. And though I know Jenny's a very smart girl, I still want to know if somethings a rye, because she has been stalked before. And i am very good about nipping things in the bud, if you know what i mean love?
Actually some of this is making sense now. Because if you think about it, how do I know you and Sally in the first place? There's gotta be some sort of networking thing going on here..lol And now that I think about it, she did mention some cat named "Kurt" that you knew or something, or no, you knew his friend? i dunno. I remember that guy now, because I use to make fun of her, cause we have a little 12 year old brother in law who's name is Kurt too. And this guy Kurt from DA i guess she used to have a little crush on or something and i use to give her shit about it..lol
Anyway, I remember now.. I made friends with Sally very accidentally like, one nite actually that I decided to be a brat and mess with Jenny's AIM account. She would leave it open or like stepped away cause my ma was bitchin at her to do dishes or something? So I use to do that, sort of start typing random shit way back when. This was before my final fight with my mom and she told me I had to move out. I knew like four of her friends on there anyway, and when I would make sarcastic comments and jokes n such, the four that I knew would be like "oh hi nick" lmao! The other one's that I didn't know would carry on a conversation for a bit, then would be like "is this jenny?" and then ignore me..lmao
Then there was this rather bold one that kept me interested with some of the comments I got back. I really didn't expect so much wit to come out of one of Jenny's friends, and I deffinately didn't expect to get a phone number that nite either.. Pinkjeans something? I dunno some goof ball?
Small Fucking World..
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