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i.
i wrote this for you.
i wanted you to know
that i am always
(changing)
the same
ii.
i burned my mouth on my coffee
and remembered the scorch of your lips
burning, stinging, lingering.
and i finally lost those ten pounds
that you told me i didn't need to lose
but i felt the need to be underweight
and at night, i curled my little self up in a ball
and thought of every part of me that
you could never love.
i guess a part of me always wanted
to be fragile.
iii.
you will never know how many times i saw you
in the backs of other men,
and i ran to them, calling your name
and they'd turn, confused.
they'd say, "Can I help you, miss?"
and i looked into their unfamiliar eyes
and wished with everything in me
that i could say yes.
"could you promise a certain boy
will see me again? because i seem to have
disappeared."
and I'd walk away disappointed
because that was the day I'd decided I would tell you:
you are the sunlight
streaming through my window in the morning.
iv.
i spend hours collecting
pillows and cushions
clutching covers and blankets
for when i
fall
for
you
again
because it's too far to fall
and my bones are far too breakable
this time
iv.
i feel more unlovely than ever
and i don't understand why you
are so unreachable
something in me dared to love you
love you effortlessly, endlessly
immutable and unalterable
i guess a part of me always wanted
to be broken
i wrote this for you.
i wanted you to know
that i am always
(changing)
the same
ii.
i burned my mouth on my coffee
and remembered the scorch of your lips
burning, stinging, lingering.
and i finally lost those ten pounds
that you told me i didn't need to lose
but i felt the need to be underweight
and at night, i curled my little self up in a ball
and thought of every part of me that
you could never love.
i guess a part of me always wanted
to be fragile.
iii.
you will never know how many times i saw you
in the backs of other men,
and i ran to them, calling your name
and they'd turn, confused.
they'd say, "Can I help you, miss?"
and i looked into their unfamiliar eyes
and wished with everything in me
that i could say yes.
"could you promise a certain boy
will see me again? because i seem to have
disappeared."
and I'd walk away disappointed
because that was the day I'd decided I would tell you:
you are the sunlight
streaming through my window in the morning.
iv.
i spend hours collecting
pillows and cushions
clutching covers and blankets
for when i
fall
for
you
again
because it's too far to fall
and my bones are far too breakable
this time
iv.
i feel more unlovely than ever
and i don't understand why you
are so unreachable
something in me dared to love you
love you effortlessly, endlessly
immutable and unalterable
i guess a part of me always wanted
to be broken
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things worth remembering.
we could sing soft lullabies under the stars,
songs about happiness and dreams
and a perfection that's flawed, a perfection
that's reachable.
a perfection that's you.
.
we'd go to the park, maybe,
just to watch the wind kiss the flowers,
and you'd name all of them.
'just because they're lonely',
you'd say. 'just because
they need love too.'
you need love, too.
.
if your heart was a color,
it'd be bright, beautiful, and
crayola would be jealous.
.
you deserve dreams and hope,
a happy ending and a fairytale
worth believing in. you deserve
happy days, smiles. you deserve
a penguin named stuart and chocolate,
a comet and an
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falling sickness.
one.
he reminded you of comets colliding and holding your breath underwater and bedtime stories. he was your rainbow, your sunny sky, your ledge to hold onto and the song you fell asleep listening to each night.
you couldn't get him out of your head.
you didn't even want to.
two.
there was no choice, no other option. there was nothing - nothing but him and the promises in his eyes and the whispers from his lips.
there was nothing but falling.
three.
he made you smile, made you laugh, made you want to live again. the two of you would go to the park just to watch the shadows chase each other on the ground. he'd hold your hand and tell y
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charades
will you ever get tired
of living a life
of overdoses,
nights you can’t remember,
faces you can’t remember,
hangovers you wish would
go away.
one more hit of acid
and you're legally insane.
i haven’t touched you –
i mean, really touched you
in so long and
if i could go back in time
i would.
you cause thunder and
lightning in my chest.
you're not making this
any easier,
but i don’t think easy
is what you want.
i can’t keep
pretending
i don’t know
what’s going on
because
i’ve seen you
cry
too many times
for me to keep
pretending.
you can put on
all the faces you wa
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i just thought maybe you would be there to piece me back together...
"Was it something that I said?
Was it something that I did?
Cuz I gotta know what made me
unbeautiful"
I was listening to "Unbeautiful" by Lesley Roy.
and I give inked-page permission to post my poem.
"Was it something that I said?
Was it something that I did?
Cuz I gotta know what made me
unbeautiful"
I was listening to "Unbeautiful" by Lesley Roy.
and I give inked-page permission to post my poem.
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