Emocinderella

he pulled the blanket over our heads and said, 'this is our home now.' and it was.

in june, i crashed your car into the back of a truck and caused a four car pile-up i remember the windshield shattering, the car filling with smoke and being unable to get the door open i also remember seconds before when i could have sworn i saw isaac in the car exiting the highway i should not have looked twice i guess that's how karma works but you stayed with me. also in july we lived together we slept in the same bed, and you cleared a couple drawers for me. i said, "isn't this strange?" but you didn't think so. oh and we had a gym routine most nights we curled up on the couch and you educated me on jerry lew

my hands are cold and my god, why are you so far away? i loved this city but maybe that's just because you were always on the other side of it and now i have that flight-or-fight response each time my mother asks me if i'm really going to eat that so i drive and i drive and i drive i sing out loud to the radio some power ballad, pounding my hand on the steering wheel and telling myself to breathe inward deeply and exhale but i can't do it i can't live with people who don't want me i can't stay in this city with no opportunities i can't be here any longer nowhere is far enough away when you are nowhere to b

i know why this happened. it was bad karma, i deserved it. it happened because of the distance, because X miles of land is too far for love to stretch. and the age difference: you were too old and arrogant, i was too young and naive. it was because i needed too much reassurance that we were okay, and you felt that was a waste of effort. i know why you are leaving, it makes perfect sense. but there was no explanation offered when you said you don't love me anymore.

don't forget me. my weakness is your name the sound of your voice your clark kent jaw which occasionally i like to be scruffy winter is so cold without you. i am waiting for warmth and sunshine again for that first day when i can step outside in a sundress and be okay then you'll come home to me and i will never never never let you go again i will follow you anywhere if i must. i'm not a cheat but i tend to stray my eyes wandered and my lips a little and i fluttered my eyelashes but that was before, before i knew you are mine to keep and i am yours and that's the way it is so i will learn to be what you nee

Once upon a time, There was a little girl who loved to dance. She practiced very hard in her dance class, and would dance for hours and hours. This always made her very happy. There was a young man in her class who sometimes would help her with her dances. He would lift her high in the air so she could feel like a beautiful swan. She, of course, grew to love the man very much. She thought of him as her prince, and wanted to dance a pas de duex with him so very badly.  She said to herself, "I will love him until I die and no one else." However, the man was much older than she, and did not see that even as a little girl she

i love you in the way that keeps me awake late at night and makes it difficult to write anything makes me want to run away to another city because being so breakable scares me and when i'm with you i'm happy but still i'm unhappy and a little unsure when i'm away from you it's the same but worse. i just thought you should know that i can't imagine life without you but sometimes i don't want you at all because i know she might always be around that your bed isn't all that comfortable nor is your arm when i sleep on it but somehow i sleep peacefully most nights i want to say goodnight twice your eyes are pretty a